deviant ART

[x]
Subscribe Now | Buy deviantWEAR | Advertise Here

~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire:

Alicia Montague; xShax  

  • Status: Member
  • Lyrics Writer
  • Female/Canada
  • Offline for 1w 2d 21h 48m 19s
  • Deviant since Nov 19, 2003, 12:08 PM
  • 141 Deviations
  • 1,695 Deviation Comments
  • 211 Deviant Comments
  • 2 News Comments
  • 34 Forum Posts
  • 7,470 Pageviews
Gallery Stats
Activity

Knots

There's this weight on my chest,  N' I don't quite understand it.  It aches in that kinda way  That makes me want it to stay.   
Then underneathe is chaos.  Black Armeggendons of my darkest hours.  So much of everything that makes no sense.  I wish it would just fucking end,  'Cause I'm starting to ache to be close to you.   
This is the part of me I hate,  With overwhelming regret for my mistakes...  For the people I've hurt and hearts I've cracked,  I'm sorry that I can't take it back.  But just understand that it kills me  To remember all the everything.  

Recent Deviations

ID08
in deviantID on 4/9/08
Three Six FiveHow have these days sped by,  With the tears I've cried  And asking why this happened to you.   
There's this whole in my heart  Waiting to hear your voice  N' waiting to see your eyes,  But they're gone away forever.   
And it hurts to remember...   
The strength in my spine  That kept me alive  Has died.   
So I cry these tears of despair,  Remembering you're not there.  I wish so badly that you were.   
The life left within your hands  As the goodbye made its promise  And took you away from me  Makes me beg this wasn't real.   Three Six Five
in Song on 3/29/08
PrayThere's something about sacrifice  That's appealing to me;  To give something your everything  Or fall and die trying.   
Laying awake at night just brings these thoughts  Of failure burning at my soul.  I ache to feel you next to me  'Cause without you, I'm just so cold.   
Doubt still haunts my sleep,  And rips up all I love before me.  When there's nothing at all that I can say,  Something that would make you safe,  Part of my heart just dies away.   
The past is gone, locked up and burned,  But what it did to me still hurts.  One day at a time and on Pray
in Song on 3/29/08
KnotsThere's this weight on my chest,  N' I don't quite understand it.  It aches in that kinda way  That makes me want it to stay.   
Then underneathe is chaos.  Black Armeggendons of my darkest hours.  So much of everything that makes no sense.  I wish it would just fucking end,  'Cause I'm starting to ache to be close to you.   
This is the part of me I hate,  With overwhelming regret for my mistakes...  For the people I've hurt and hearts I've cracked,  I'm sorry that I can't take it back.  But just understand that it kills me  To remember all the everything.   Knots
in Song on 3/29/08
Browse Gallery

Favourites

Live Like You Were Dying
by ~miesouw
Once again
by =MelyannaM
Browse Favourites

Recent Watchers

Complete List

Need your help!!

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 9, 2008, 11:05 PM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Lacuna Coil - What I See
  • Reading: What I type =P
  • Watching: Futurama
  • Playing: Bejeweled
  • Eating: Pizza n' chicken caesar salad
  • Drinking: Water
For anybody that's been following my page the last few years, you're probably aware of my efforts to be a bass player for a band.

I've finally landed it :XD:

So we're asking you guys for your help; I've got a ton of lyrics posted on here, and I know I've had a few people request to hear them as songs at some point. So if you guys come across any particular lyric of mine that you think would make a good tune, let me know!!

We've got some guitar samples posted, via Nicholas. They're his tracks, the first being updated just the other day and the rest created over the last year or so. We plan on doing the first four (Eclipse [the newest] Promethian, Serum, Warrior Syndrome) and another one called Vision, making some alterations and adding in the second guitar and real bass n' drums (they're electronic, since they were created before the band was formed). We're getting set up with new gear and everything now, so full recordings should start happening real soon. Take a listen if you please x-> BlackAshTwilight

So if you think anything I've written could fit into a sound like this (we're getting into more of a heavier sound, too), let me know! Thanks guys!!

xShax







Happy Birthday babygirl, I love you so much xx<3

No Comments | Previous Journal Entries

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Halifax, NS
  • Interests: Writing, music, self-expression, crazy shit, movies...women (yes, I'm a lesbian =P), keeps goin
  • Favourite movie: Saw, Wild Things, Resident Evil, Taking Lives, Murder By Numbers, The Life Of David Gale...
  • Favourite band or musician: Pantera, Lamb Of God, Killswitch Engage, Lacuna Coil, Strapping Young Lad, etc
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Rock, Soft Rock, lots of other stuff...shit that I can feel, I guess you could say.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Elizabeth Haydon
  • Favourite style or digital art: Abstract art, black n' whites
  • Operating System: The one that operates without blowing up in my face
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Shell of choice: Zoidberg. XD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Dimebag Darrell, RIP
  • Skin of choice: My skin, because it helps me LIVE!!...*ahem*...yes.
  • Favourite game: Board game is Chess...not sure about video game...cards is Poker =P
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo GameCube
  • Favourite cartoon character: There are soooo many...
  • Personal Quote: Your potential is the product of your will.
  • Tools of the Trade: Writings, headphones, and a mind of my own.

deviantART Notice

Devious Comments

~Sneakish:iconSneakish: 2 days 17 hours ago
I have only one word, one word to describe you, lady:
Woooah..

--
Warning! : The message above may not contain any sense.
~6-Simplicity-9:icon6-Simplicity-9: Mar 29, 2008, 9:47:09 AM
you're backkk!!! :glomp: :glomp: I've missed seeing your lovely self around here. How has everything been?

--
Stock account: ~Simplicity-Stock

This shade of ordinary burns my eyes
simplicity, i despise
in simplicity i'm disguised.
~6-Simplicity-9:icon6-Simplicity-9: Jul 10, 2006, 9:46:59 PM
five weeks is too long :no:

--
Stock account: ~Simplicity-Stock

This shade of ordinary burns my eyes
simplicity, i despise
in simplicity i'm disguised.
~LgthAoshi14:iconLgthAoshi14: Mar 25, 2006, 7:19:55 PM
You're welcome for the comment. I liked that piece alot. I'll check out your gallery sometime soon, promise. =)

Take care
:rose:

--
There's no promise left to break...

[link] :heart:
~sleepdrunk:iconsleepdrunk: Mar 24, 2006, 9:29:29 AM
You have been admired!

~ You can admire the person who admired you
~ You cannot admire a person more then once
~ You must do 10 other people
~ You can do random admires
~ You must do this if you admire some ones art work!

888888888888888888888888888888888
88888___88888888888888888___88888
8888_____888888888888888_____8888
8888_____888888888888888_____8888
8888_____888888888888888_____8888
8888_____888888888888888_____8888
8888_____888888888888888_____8888
8888_____888888888888888_____8888
8888_____88____888____88_____8888
8888_____8______8______8_____8888
8888_____8______8______8_____8888
8888_____8______8______8_____8888
8888_____8______8______8_____8888
8888_____8____8888888888888888888
8888_____8___88_____________88888
8888_____8__88_______________8888
8888______888_________________888
8888________88_________________88
8888__________88_______________88
8888____________88_____________88
8888_____________88___________888
8888______________8___________888
8888_______________8__________888
8888_______________8_________8888
88888_______________________88888
888888_____________________888888
888888888888888888888888888888888

--
My mind screams of agonizing pain--
~D-Monix:iconD-Monix: Feb 25, 2006, 1:38:58 AM
:love:

Awesome, i look forward to read all your new stuff, there must be tons :D
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Feb 24, 2006, 2:08:56 PM
Yeah I remember you! I love you! =P

Keep it real
~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
~D-Monix:iconD-Monix: Feb 22, 2006, 11:50:37 PM
OMG you probably don't remember me, but i still love your poetry and hope to catch up on a lot of it :D

:+devwatch:
*Charisma-Love:iconCharisma-Love: Feb 22, 2006, 6:51:34 PM
thanks for the fave! :D

--
Everyone's entitled to MY opinion.:lick:
~thekid23-stock:iconthekid23-stock: Feb 20, 2006, 5:36:05 PM
thank you for the fave on the rings...much appreciated

--
read stock rules in journal
~6-Simplicity-9:icon6-Simplicity-9: Feb 12, 2006, 5:15:48 PM
~Soul-Of-Fire
Alicia "Sha" Montague

* is a Lyrics Writer
* is Female
* is a deviant since Nov 19, 2003, 2:08 PM
* has 6,000 pageviews
* is located in Canada

=) happy 6k

--
Stock account: ~Simplicity-Stock

This shade of ordinary burns my eyes
simplicity, i despise
in simplicity i'm disguised.
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Feb 12, 2006, 3:57:15 PM
is a Lyrics Writer
is Female
is a deviant since Nov 19, 2003, 3:08 PM
has 6,000 pageviews
is located in Canada
is online

BOOYAH MOTHERFUCKER! :XD:

~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
~immortalpirate:iconimmortalpirate: Feb 9, 2006, 9:56:00 PM
thanks so much for the fav. :]
~souls-quest:iconsouls-quest: Jan 3, 2006, 6:42:26 PM
yay!! thank you

--
"I don’t have a strong political Opinion, politicians are just weak."
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Jan 2, 2006, 9:48:33 PM
Haha =P I can still jump....it can be a belated Christmas! WOOT! :XD:
Oh my =P

~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
~souls-quest:iconsouls-quest: Jan 2, 2006, 11:14:38 AM
shit I forgot to call you this christmas and ask you to jump

--
"I don’t have a strong political Opinion, politicians are just weak."
~Seth-God-of-chaos:iconSeth-God-of-chaos: Dec 26, 2005, 10:07:50 PM
flu ahhhhh vampire hate tainted blood run hahahahah oh well I taste of it anyway mmmm :kiss: love in blood hahahah well I understand missing the chance for true love you are talking to a person with generations of memories and pain after all no the the swingers life is for me no commitment no strings just fun and good times and great blood too.

--
cant change the past going to die in the future fuck the middle and nothing matters in the end....So fucking pull the trigger!
~DreamerDesigns:iconDreamerDesigns: Dec 22, 2005, 4:01:40 AM
Heya,you have some really deep stuff in your gallery,I don't know the style or chord progression, but i can imagine a somewhat dark natured vibe coming out of it so i improvise in my head.

*Will stay tuned fellow Critic.


Lataz

--
~treehousesociety *ThePencilClub ~indians
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Dec 18, 2005, 10:42:59 PM
Haha, hope is always good =P
Yeah sure, send me the link. It shall entertain me for a while. Mwuahahahaha :evillaugh:
Throat isn't getting better. Whatever the hell my tonsils are doing is making my throat bruise, so that's no fun :O_o: If it's not better by Wednesday (It'll have been a week since it started) I'm gettin' it checked out. I hate not being able to eat solid food :pissed: :censored:
Anyways, bye!!

Keep it real.
~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
~JoeFranco:iconJoeFranco: Dec 17, 2005, 4:30:15 PM
lol, to tell you the truth, I would have to look up pdf to tell you what it stood for. lol, basically it just compresses a bunch of pages into one document so its easier to print off and a smaller size. If you want I can send you a link to download what I have done so far. If I remember correctly, your quote is on page like 20. Hope you start feeling better! Man, I gotta stop saying hope. I use the word hope way too often

--
"Sometimes when you see someone from afar, you develop a fantasy. And then when you see them up close, 9 times out of 10 you wish you hadn't."
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Dec 17, 2005, 2:44:37 PM
Awh, thank you! :heart: Yeah, a lot of people tell me that they like my quotes. It rocks :XD:
Question, though. What does pdf stand for? I'll probably be like "Duh" when you tell me, but right now not a whole lot makes much sense =P Gotta love being doped up on sickness pills :O_o:

Keep it real.
~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Dec 17, 2005, 2:41:19 PM
The guy next door to me drives a handicap bus :XD: That makes me happy and I don't know why.
Not really looking for anything. This is the first time I've been single longer than a few days in five years, so I'm just...havin' fun =P Love a girl that I apparently had a shot with but missed it (which really sucks), but we're awesome friends so that rocks.
Anyways, I feel like my body's about to shut down again...god damn flu sickness blah...so I'll talk to you later. G'bye!

Keep it real.
~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
~JoeFranco:iconJoeFranco: Dec 17, 2005, 11:15:50 AM
"common sense is not so common"

lol, yeah when I saw your tools of the trade, that quote came to me. Sorry, quotes have taken over my life the last couple days. Which is why I stopped by your page.

One to wish you happy holidays and two to let you know that I have quoted you in my pdf quote book I am putting together. I'm hopefully half way done with with the quotebook pdf and I just came to your quotes.

Hope things are going well for you SHA!!!!

--
"Sometimes when you see someone from afar, you develop a fantasy. And then when you see them up close, 9 times out of 10 you wish you hadn't."
~Seth-God-of-chaos:iconSeth-God-of-chaos: Dec 16, 2005, 8:30:28 PM
yeah money is truely evil maybe even eviler than me and you and the guy next door who just shot the fish lolol :p anyways so no girly now what are you looking or just sqawting it for now

--
cant change the past going to die in the future fuck the middle and nothing matters in the end....So fucking pull the trigger!
~Soul-Of-Fire:iconSoul-Of-Fire: Dec 15, 2005, 6:11:24 PM
Yeah, I broke up with her in July, 'cause she's just...fucked. It was too much being thrown at me all the time, stupid bullshit she made me put up with...just all around fucking pathetic, and I'm actually surprised I managed to deal with her and her bullshit for as long as I did.
Anyways...
Doesn't money suck ass? I hate how everything is governed by money.

Keep it real.
~Sha

--
"Fantasies have to be unrealistic, because the moment you get what you seek, you don't want it anymore. In order to continue to exist, desire must have its objects perpetually absent."Kevin Spacy, "The Life Of David Gale"
Previous Page    12345...    Next Page